I am lost somewhere In between!

We certainly loose some of the much important personalities at certain point, and it becomes too difficult to overcome from that trauma . Obviously it's not easy for anyone to overcome the absence of someone who has been the part of your life and was involve in your most of the phases and is now your past, but nothing goes too long as much as you and your works goes on. Only family stays with you at every up and down and no-one will. But we are so much dumb that we make anyone part of our own family and when they left it really hurts too bad.
We are kind of addicted to them and is not easy to live far from them or to be apart. As their is always something we called a connection,affection or a sense of care for them, we do get some exceptional thoughts about them,related to them that we ever got .We are always surrounded by them or their feel around us and it's something we don't wan't to go away from it. People are so unexpected and can't judge anyone by his/her looks because people are so unexpected and most of the time out of your thinking and it's good to have those people around you as a feel of surprises many time you met them.
You may hurt them non-intentionally but never want to do so intentionally.In the whole globe,there are certain people who are meant to be yours and you need their company and they need yours and it's mutual among us but these are the one's who are meant to be loved by you or you to be loved by them.But at very point in life when we felt alone or have to stand alone at a certain point in life, we think about them and want to have them, because we are addicted to them but what we forget is that no-one is permanent in life as you and your work is always their.
I too get someone with me, not everytime but most of the time and is in my mind now and I always get thought of that person,
The person meant to be loved or to be with me to enhance my thoughts, words, feeling and me too, and one to always believe in me, insteed of without expecting anything but me and these people in our life are like miracle itself that everyone want to have it in his/her life and never wanna loose it.